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Gossip?

Today, was my first time ever attending church, and it was amazing! I met brilliant people there. As a prophetic Christian, I could feel the energy of certain people. It was the most curious thing I've ever encountered. I believe I felt the anointing and presence of God around certain people, when I shook their hands, I could know things about them that I didn't know before we touched. The energy coming off of the two preachers was fascinating.  I could also feel the energy of people who wanted to avoid me, see I live in a small town, in a small town people talk. I've been judged so much that it doesn't even bother me anymore. Hence the reason I came to church, to meet like minded people. Sometimes you just have to stick to the people whose energy is lining up with yours on a spiritual level. Because if you don't the enemy will work through others to tear you down.  What does God think about Gossip? A perverse person stirs up conflict, and a gossip separates close f...
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Seasons of Anxiety

Anxiety weighs a mans heart down, but a good word can make him glad. Proverbs 12:25 We all have days when our heads are spinning from overwhelming but we are all protected by Gods grace. Memorizing His word is crucial to having a weapon against the enemy when he attacks our minds and thoughts. We can use them as a defense meninism to anchor us when we need to be grounded in His word. His word is the prescription we need to take to feel better and become more like Jesus. When we meditate on the word, rolling it over and over again in our minds until it sticks, we have a better chance at hearing those scriptures come to us in dark times as guidance, or even remembering to use them for comfort.  You may feel as if everything is out of your control, and let me tell you, most things are. As humans we programmed to want try to control everything around us instead of handing it over to God. Its almost like a muscle you have to build slowly over time. Letting go sets you free from that anx...
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Purpose & The Power of Prayer

What is our Purpose? Rejoice always, Pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is Gods will for your life in Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 Rejoice Always: Rejoicing always doesn't mean faking happiness or putting a smile on your face during the hard times. Although, this is a great thing to do, for your mental well being. Faking a smile actually produces endorphins in your brain that lead to longer term happiness. But, God wants us to celebrate him, worship him and love one another. In Philippians 4:4-5 it says "Rejoice in the Lord always... Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near." He wants us to celebrate our small victories and learn to love ourselves, each other and obviously the most important one, Him. Therefore confess your sins to one another that you may be healed, the prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. James 5:16 Prayer: Prayer is a gift God has given to us where we can ask for provision, guidance, acc...
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Alcohol Spiritual Connection

  Alcohol and Spiritual Connection Many, even religious, people consume alcohol without a second thought of what it is doing to them physically or spiritually. We drink socially, to relax, to have fun, but how does it effect our connection to the Holy Spirit? In my experience, as a recovering alcoholic, I've found that I hear God more clearly when I haven't partaken in drugs or alcohol, especially for a long period of time. In my opinion, staying away from alcohol brings you closer to God. Here is why: Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead, be filled with the Spirit. Ephesians 5:18 (NIV) I researched "Debauchery", it means to indulged in sexual acts, alcohol consumption, smoking and drug use. I'm sure we can all agree that drinking is a stepping stone to sinning. Not that drinking is a sin itself, but it leads us to do irrational and regretful things. I'm sure you can remember a time you woke up from a night of drinking and felt shame an...
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Surrendering

Surrendering            I've never been the type to "Live in the moment". I've always been trapped in the future or the past. When we get that way we get stuck and it usually it spirals into anxiety and depression. When we focus on futuristic events we get bombarded with anxiety, and when we focus on the past we are plagued with depression. We have to find a middle ground and I have only found it though my faith in the Lord.                Trust in the LORD with all heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6               Its taken me a long time to come to terms with the fact that I can't control things that are out of my hands. But When I found God, I knew I could lean on him when I felt like life was out of control. I used to do everything I could to take control back in my life. I ha...
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Forgiveness & Faith

  Why I am Christian               I became Christian because at first I believed it was a second chance at life. I had no idea how much I'd learn and grow on this journey and there is still an extensive amount to learn. Like everyone, I've made mistakes. But mine were eating me alive. I couldn't function properly because of regret and guilt. It honestly took a lot of Bible study on the topic of forgiveness and love for me to overcome my pain that I was going through. It took me a long time to understand that God forgives ALL and forgives us no matter what we do. That's why I love Christianity.                We are about growth, love and forgiveness. Being a baby Christian I can say, it took me almost a year to understand that forgiving myself was essential to forgiving others. When I am in a constant battle with myself, I can't focus on forgiving or helping others. The turmoil takes over and its all I...
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